Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Haha.. guess what? i'm now blogging from camp.. never thought i'd get the chance to do this, cuz initially.. isn't this more for those "Desk area" sorta vocations in the army? such as digital design media etc?

So yea.. i'm a bit suprised at this development =P heehees..

Camp here rox! seriously.. unfortunately, its only for like 6 weeks.. after that most likely i'd be with some choing sua job.. not that i mind being a Guardsman or anything (actually.. i kinda wish i was a guards =X ), but if its meant to be choing sua.. at least make it prestigious right? i wanna have some bragging rights after these 2 years, IF i'm unable to go through though it with some slack job (which.. would sorta be a waste of 2 years =S )

Ahh.. dunno la.. the best vocation in my opinion would've either been OCS or MDC.. OCS for the rank of an officer (and the chance to follow all my frens who are currently in it.. although.. i do admit i lack the leadership factor =.= T_T ) and MDC.. for the chance to do what i'm passionate about for the next 2 years.. that way i wouldn't be at a lost when i enter Uni, and wish to enter a dance company without too much distance between me and those fitter ones..

ah well.. i gotta get back to studying about computer stuff now.. another thing i found interesting.. i guess i did get an enjoyable job for army.. at least, for now xD

And i still remember... (3/28/2007 06:54:00 pm)


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Sunday, March 25, 2007

Hehe.. i know i'm a little slow.. but there's alot of movies i'm itching to watch.. one of them was "Step Up" which i missed last year, as a results of exams being so close by =X i still remember how the ads for this movie would flash on the Macdonald's tv while i was studying maths or doing GP essays there..

So yesterday.. after i met Amberlyn to pass her some animes discs from my little collection (yes.. its quite a small one actually.. but if it was any bigger i doubt it'd fit into her handbag =X ), followed her arnd.. and even got her signature on my Death Note =P

haha.. yes.. it was a little bit of a dream come true.. but it was an old dream.. one i'm glad i got the chance to experience.. but thats about it i guess..

I pop-ed by the VCD store at Yishun after that.. and it suddenly struck me that i could catch up on alot of movies i longed to watch for quite a while.. why.. they even had DeathNote the movie for dvd already.. thats when i approached the counter and enquired about this little movie of mine.. and for $15, i could finally sastisfy my curiosity..

STEP UP :
Everyone deserves a chance to follow their dreams, but some people only get one shot. Tyler Gage is a rebel from the wrong side of Baltimore's tracks ­ and the only thing that stands between him and an unfulfilled life are his dreams of one day making it out of there. Nora is a privileged ballet dancer attending Baltimore¹s ultra-elite Maryland School of the Arts -- and the only thing standing in the way of her obviously brilliant future is finding a great dance partner for her senior showcase. When trouble with the law lands Tyler with a community service gig at Maryland School of the Arts, he arrives as an angry outsider, until his skills as a gifted street dancer draw Nora's attention. Now, as sparks fly between them, both on and off stage, Tyler realizes he has just one performance to prove that he can step up to a life far larger than he ever imagined.

It was a movie i truly enjoyed watching.. and although the acting could have used a bit more drama.. i'd still say it was a good watch.. man, what have i been missing all these while? when i was busy with sch-stuff and what-nots.. maybe i shld be making this vcd buying thing a tradition every weekend.. i bet i'd be able to find Narnia in a shop somewhere too..

Stunning.. I wish i could learn how to dance like that.. with flawless elegance.. enchanted grace.. i know i'm still a long way off.. my fitness level could use some work 1st =X but then again.. isn't that what NS is for? not like i'd be free enough to pursue this (hmm.. dream?) hobby until i ORD..

is it possible i could be part of a dance crew in the near future? Theater and Dance.. both seem to be an epic tale just waiting to begin...

And i still remember... (3/25/2007 06:58:00 pm)


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NS..

in the period of 3 months, i've started to learn a bit about myself..

one thing is, the acceptance that i do have a darker side to me =X its the same side that pushes me on to do certain things.. when ppl ask me how i survived the 24km despite the bad weather and horrible rashes i developed half-way.. i could only truthfully say.. seeing each person that fell out during the march, was my motivation to press harder.. knowing it was a tough challenge wasn't enough.. i needed to know that there were people that couldn't take the challenge, for me to rise to the occasion, and force myself on.. and make sure i wasn't associated with this group of people..

kinda a dark motivation isn't it? =S

makes me wonder if i can truly trust myself to turn out the way i want to be.. through my own effort..

which makes me worry about relationships.. i do know i seriously desire a relationship.. but at the same time.. i don't want it to be for my own selfish reasons.. i admit.. my last relationship failed partly as a result of this.. amongst other reasons.. can i truly convince myself that i'd hold true to my values?

i am weak.. my existance is a conflict of both selfless and selfish desires.. wouldn't it be so much easier if i was solely either one? and yet.. even thinking this thought alone reinforces what i just said.. i am weak, for i desire an easy alternative out of the circumstances i'm in..

teach me to be strong.. i don't wish to be aimlessly forgotten by the world as one who didn't make it.. history remembers not those who succumb.. but rather tales of those heroes who succeeded.. there must be a stage on this world, that i can truly belong to.. that i can shine my brightest and excel infinitely..

i wonder if my university application would bring me to that stage..

i wonder.. and wonder still...

And i still remember... (3/25/2007 01:02:00 am)


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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

haha..some of you might be wondering what i'm doing at home on a monday.. when i'm supposed to be at camp.. well.. the answer is simple really..

i had a temperature of 39.6 in the morning.. and got sent back pretty much immediately after that..
the service at the medical center then was much worst than normal.. i mean.. a person with this kind of temperature could actually die y'know? the ppl over there could still complain abt "why your handwriting so ugly" and "why come at this time? ppl still having breakfast"

Gosh.. i wouldn't have came so early if i din feel it was an emergency ya? just the night before.. i was having some queer muscle spasms.. which were beyond my control.. my legs were twitching and contracting in a freaky manner.. and my body felt both hot and cold at the same time.. wouldn't you be worried too if it happened to you?

which was why i reported sick.. to prevent any permanent damage that may occur as a result of reporting late..

man.. if i became a doctor.. i'd make sure these kinda stuff wouldn't happen under my watch..

ah well.. i'm at home right now.. and feeling much better after i've taken the medication.. i guess i'll survive to see another 40 years at least.. =P

And i still remember... (3/13/2007 03:03:00 am)


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Sunday, March 04, 2007

BAC...

An acronym for the millitary's Basic Assault Course.. testing the melee striking techniques that were taught to us during our basic close combat training sessions.. it stood for the last time we'd have to crawl through mud/sand and get our clothes dirty.. and the end of those troublesome physical sessions..

Buts that's not the point..

BAC.. was what marked the end of my life as a A'lvl student =D

wahahahah.. ok la.. its not brilliant scores.. but it was definitely better than what i expected.. especially Physics =X i thought i was gonna fail that paper!.. how the heck did i get an A?! i was practically verifying the details on that sheet of paper.. name.. NRIC no. just to make sure it was really me who got it...

It was =O zOMG!

and there was an A2 for GP!! that was enough to send me through the roof!

well almost.. if i wasn't so dem certained i'd get crap results this time around..

I even had this elaborate plan in my mind of how i'd get a PSP straight after the collection of results.. what games i'd be looking out for.. who i'd be borrowing them from.. how to find the quietest way out of college in the meantime.. etc..

it sorta threw me off-guard.. that i realised i hadn't had a course of action.. if my results turned out ok =X

and then.. it seemed like such a pity if i let all that careful planning go to waste ya?... so guess what?!

I'm now the proud owner of a Silver Coloured PSP!! whee~!! xD

ok.. i guess i'm still a little high after all that.. things could have turned out a lot lot worst.. but now at least.. i can set my heart at ease.. that i do have a fighting chance to get into a local university with these results.. and that chunk-load of Co-curriculum Activities i've clocked up within those 2 years of my JC life..

well.. one more thing i gotta cross.. and that is IPPT.. actually it doesn't really matter if i pass or fail.. cuz i really did make alot of improvement since i've entered the army and worked hard on it.. who cares if i don't get into command sch or anything? not like i'm keen on a military life anyway xD

i won't regret that i didn't try hard enough.. neither will i regret.. that i tried too hard..
at least, i know there's another chapter of my life for me to look forward to..

And i still remember... (3/04/2007 03:20:00 pm)


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Layout: BENIHIME
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