Urgh.. another queer day yesterday.. Row gave me a haircut which was actually pretty gd xP apart from the fact i seriously hate hair which is this short.. pah, its only for the sake of drama that i'm doing this.. and even now, i still feel sibei bu shuang.. =(
actually, there's alot of things i'm not happy abt in drama now.. one this is how there is this great division in between ppl.. i can understand that we have a fairly large cast (of like 40+ ppl) but there was like no effort done to make the cast more united.. therefore, everyone seems to be doing their own thing, and often spencer has to shout at ppl and overall the energy level of the play falls.
another thing is how alot of stuff seems last minute.. there is a lack of proper planning it seems, either that or ppl in charge couldn't be bothered to concretise any plan. sad la.. i'm sure with planning this entire play could have been better. And perhaps better planning who's acting as who.. *sigh*
But its too late to change anything now i guess.. only 2 more days till the actual thing.. kinda ironic.. i went for the chinese drama yesterday, and it was excellent beyond my expectation (well, obviously i couldn't expect too much, since there's no subtitles or anything xP ) but honestly, now i wish i was involved in chinese drama instead =X queer thing is, they only got 1 night of performance because of poor tix sales.. the irony now lies in the fact that ppl would rather watch an english drama that seems poorly done (at least in my eyes now =/ ) than a chinese drama that has more potential.. *sigh* wasted la.. now i have that feeling of guilt cast over me if i don't do well ='(
but anyways, must Jia You le... I promise to entertain, as far as i'm able to whilst on stage.. but gosh.. i swear i'm being fit into the wrong role for my personality x(
PS: my hair sux!! boo hoo!!
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