Urgh.. another queer day yesterday.. Row gave me a haircut which was actually pretty gd xP apart from the fact i seriously hate hair which is this short.. pah, its only for the sake of drama that i'm doing this.. and even now, i still feel sibei bu shuang.. =(
actually, there's alot of things i'm not happy abt in drama now.. one this is how there is this great division in between ppl.. i can understand that we have a fairly large cast (of like 40+ ppl) but there was like no effort done to make the cast more united.. therefore, everyone seems to be doing their own thing, and often spencer has to shout at ppl and overall the energy level of the play falls.
another thing is how alot of stuff seems last minute.. there is a lack of proper planning it seems, either that or ppl in charge couldn't be bothered to concretise any plan. sad la.. i'm sure with planning this entire play could have been better. And perhaps better planning who's acting as who.. *sigh*
But its too late to change anything now i guess.. only 2 more days till the actual thing.. kinda ironic.. i went for the chinese drama yesterday, and it was excellent beyond my expectation (well, obviously i couldn't expect too much, since there's no subtitles or anything xP ) but honestly, now i wish i was involved in chinese drama instead =X queer thing is, they only got 1 night of performance because of poor tix sales.. the irony now lies in the fact that ppl would rather watch an english drama that seems poorly done (at least in my eyes now =/ ) than a chinese drama that has more potential.. *sigh* wasted la.. now i have that feeling of guilt cast over me if i don't do well ='(
but anyways, must Jia You le... I promise to entertain, as far as i'm able to whilst on stage.. but gosh.. i swear i'm being fit into the wrong role for my personality x(
PS: my hair sux!! boo hoo!!
Yays!! finally i can get something off my back, without regrets xD
I've done my part for YJCO, and overall.. I believe the whole CO has done a splendid performance!! Congrats to everyone how helped make this whole event a success!! guess what? the whole Auditorium was filled beyond my expectation for a saturday!! heehee..
Anyways.. its been another tiring day again.. woke up early in the morning to rush for drama prac.. well, i'd consider it one of the better practices we had so far.. =D apart from the fact my pants got soaking wet cuz someone had to spill a jug of water on me.. gosh, now i wonder what we would on the actual day when this happens =S but anyways.. hahaa... i'm kinda astonished who else in drama is interested in Cubing.. heehees. I may have to bring more cubes for them to play with.. Met some frens who decided to come act in the play too.. Pei Ru (at least i believe this is her name) as well as Eileen =P
(sry, a little bit of guy-speak time) Well.. after prac, went to dota with a couple of the drama pals.. zOMG, i had to sit beside "him" throughout all the games.. that kinda affected my mood.. sure, teamplay can't be evident everytime you want it, but there seems to be a major lack of it.. but well, at least today i learn that my shaman isn't too bad as a support hero xD
after that, went to meet MeowMew and Dotty for dinner.. kinda sad we din have time to find flowers for everyone, but i hope they don't mind we bought lollies for everyone instead =P
Hee.. was a night to remember i'm sure. esp when suddenly steffi+jiayi started singing along to songs i was just playing on the "GongZhu no.3" xP hilarity.. so much so i didn't mind that Jiayi's singing was off..
So sad.. the instructor took my GongZhu home right after the performance.. =( boo.. Curie, i think he anticipated our kidnapping and had plans to thwart us.. *sigh* i guess we may never see her again..
Farewell wo de GongZhu.. may you find a better owner than i, who with you will create ever more melodious music... T_T farewell... farewell...
Guess what?
The 1st day of performance is Over!! xD haha.. i think i did ok.. But i'm sure it could be better.. if only i could intepret how the conductor is swaying his hands to keep the beat.. its confusing to both me and Joey =/
anyways, i guess i was a bit nervous when i had to start off the piece.. my entire face flushed red i'm sure.. but it left a feeling of adreneline rush.. an estascy, akin to that when i perform for drama =P come to think of it, this is my first time playing such a major part for CO =X hahaha... guess i can't be too demanding on the outcome..
Anyways, got another performance for CO tmr, and my drama would all be next week =P i really want more ppl to come watch me perform.. or at least, i would once i'm confident i'd do a good job =p gonna ask some CO ppl to see if i can find any consensus ;) hees.. Wish me luck for my performances kk?
lolz.. this is not a lover's post.. but a post about my new Gong Zhu =P heehee.. for all of you who don't know, i have an odd habit of naming the instruments i play xP for example, the guitars i play at home are named Maharaja and Maharani =P and the instruments i play in CO (in this case, the Sheng =P ), i named them my "Gong Zhu"
The teacher today brought a wonderfully superior quality Sheng for me to play today.. its buttons are like, so smooth la.. compared to the other 2 Yj quality, it far surpasses them in any possible way.. the keys are wonderfully in tune, and buttons are easy to manage.. and.. you get that righteous groove when you start playing it.. omg.. i was comtemplating stealing it and never giving it back even xP haha..
but anyways.. CO prac went pretty well.. i finally got the tempo right the solo part in the beginning.. well, at least after a couple of hiccups in the beginning (whilst attracting stares from Joey, hinting of a desire to kill me xP hees) well, gotta do my best for the performance, which is like.. omg, this friday!! 2 days away =S
ah well.. just a reminder to myself.. just another 2 weeks.. on the bright side, i've got lotsa friendly faces i know coming to my performances xD but on the flipside.. it means i gotta do well in those performances, or else i'll feel bad =(
waa.. life is so Confucius-ing.. it has made me Confucius!! xP hees..
ah well.. Seems that the old e-mailing spree of mine is a great way to keep in touch with old frens.. perhaps i should find more ppl who would be interested ;) teehee..
Signing off now.. parents nagging as usual *sigh*
Lolz.. i just noticed how dull my previous posts were.. *diaos*.. i know.. its unlike me.. haha xP
i'll try to make up for it by making this a happy post k k? *wink*
Well.. onto happier things..
I completed the 3x3 Rubix cube in 1min 3 seconds!! thats like.. 4 secs away from being under 1 min!! xD haha.. now all i gotta do is find some disciples to pass on my divine knowledge.. and i would have left behind a legacy for Yj!! teehee.. (of course, this could be subject to other forces, but heck, let me be happy won't ya? ;) )
andwell.. i just started an "e-mailing spree" with some of my old pals in AC.. =P if case you're wondering, an E-mailing spree is where you start exchanging e-mails with ppl on stuff going on your life that you are willing to share.. =p the concept is pretty interesting.. but i have yet to recieve my 1st reply from them =X lolz.. anyone else interesting in having an e-mailing spree with me? xD teehee.. just leave me a msg, then i'll contact ya soon ;)
Meows.. ^_^ and just a piece of "useless information", my fren prash showed me this webbie for solving my 4x4 Rubix cube, which i haven't bothered checking until now.. haha.. " www.speedcubing.com/chris "
omg.. i wish i could learn how to solve cubes like this one day.. =S but for now it has to be stuck on my list of stuff "left to noobify until exams are over" .. =P i hate exams..
Urgh.. its gonna be another 2 weeks before i'm finally free from all the CCAs that are weighing me down now.. xP i must persevere!!
Its been another crappy week.. bloody GP teacher is coming after me for hw, which i absolutely have no time to do.. or even the mood to do it now.. TMD.. she's acting like she's queen of some country.. its not like i don't wanna do hw lor.. tell her to try juggling 2 major performances and see how it feels =(
*sigh* well, other than tt, i guess everything's alright.. sch's now a little noisy cuz of all the construction that's going on.. probably means i'd be spending more time "Inside the library" instead =/ studying obviously.. hees.. doubt anyone would dare play games on those PCs there anymore..
ah well.. CO prac on wednesday, Drama prac and LAN on thursday.. gosh, i'm so looking forward to LAN now.. i think its the only thing that can sooth my mind, that has been so muddled lately.. =P *bleah*
well.. I'm definitely not the first to face such problems, and certainly i won't be the last.. sorry for all the trouble i've been causing ppl.. i know i can be quite a handful =P special thanks to Ni, who comforted me on the bus the other day.. Yea.. i'm feeling better already.. though there are still stuff i disagree on, you're probably right in saying its no time for me to be down and depressed.. how did i get myself in such a state anyway? xP lolz..
well.. back to work.. gotta top the class somehow in something to get my motivation back.. wahahaha.. ain't gonna be an easy task though =P take care y'all!!
Another long weekend.. Been having practices like crazy.. Dumb me, perhaps i shouldn't have went for prata at Jalan Kayu at 11.30 in the night right after drama prac on friday xP craziness..
I think i'm suffering from lack of sleep again =S probably the worst of times for me to take any form of serious actions.. gosh, i think i'm falling ill again..
I suppose once again, i've been too insensitive..
I guess idiots like me never learn =X
As a note to ppl out there.. don't take me seriously, unless i seriously seem serious.. and lets hope i'm serious about that.. =P
To her.. well.. i'm not even sure what i was hoping to achieve.. =S please don't hate me..
Warning.. this is a test..
i think xP wahahaha..