Guess who managed to get to the finals in a karaoke competition?? =DDHahaha.. it was quite a fluke in my opinion.. and to be honest, there's so much more I should have practiced too along the way.. but hey.. a win is a win right? (or in this case.. 2 wins.. ^^ )wahahahaha... but I'm not really sure what to think about this.. by right, the rules stated that that i shouldn't have been able to get to the finals for 2 categories.. but I did.. which i guess would make me the 1st ever person to pull it off at smash! =Olike my other win at a cosplay convention.. it kinda does feel like a snatch and run.. kekeke.. 
but pfft.. who cares.. I got like, $100 worth of prizes from that.. it kinda helped cover up for the $220 i could have gotten had I decided to skip smash by taking a later flight due to the whole plane hold-up thing on Quantas.. =)
You know.. its funny talking to someone you knew from ages ago.. Esp if its someone you used to like..
Things are very different now from how they were back then.. like how i would have killed to have an opportunity to talk to her the way I just talked to her just now..
She was probably my 1st crush.. at a time where you were just learning how having a crush is all about.. a time where they were all you could think about.. and all you'd be hoping for..
Its funny how my heart throbbed a little.. throughout the whole time.. but strangely i felt nothing else.. no strong longing to be together like i used to.. none of that awkwardness in sharing my thoughts with her..
She was probably the one who started it all.. the big change for me to turn into the person I am today.. by the time I realised she and I weren't going to get together the way I was back then.. I decided to embark on a journey to become the kind of guy girls would regret not trying..
How successful was it? I don't really know.. I don't really remember much about how I was before.. except for the good things i bothered to write down..
how does she think of me now I wonder? how does she feel that I used to like her?
Well, I don't know.. but all I can do is wish her all the best in facing the things she's facing now.. I've changed for the better after meeting her.. I can only hope I can repay the favour..