Its been January for a while already.. I guess its a little late to say.. Happy New Year?
Alot has happened the past few years.. alot has changed.. and i guess, some things still remained the same..
sadly, there's this little attitude of mine that's still kinda stuck with me.. the "living like i'm gonna live forever" kind of attitude =T
Was it because my youth was being wasted someplace, that I instinctively became this way? preserving the childish mentality that I have all my life and all the time in the world to do all the things i want to do? Starting the draft of a master plan in my mind, but unwilling to go any further than that.. =X i guess this is one of my biggest regrets i wish i noticed earlier.. if I had known.. perhaps I would have my own article published in my sec sch's news.. a bigger role for a performance which ppl actually paid to come to watch!..
meh.. so i got the 1st part right.. dreaming like you'd live forever.. just leaving that last part about living like everyday was your last..
well, no time for regrets at this point.. its time to look forward to a brighter future ya? Haha.. Sydney.. sometimes i wonder how i did it.. it really is meant for studies, but somehow i feel like i've landed myself a 5 year vacation overseas.. And its in Aus! one of the most beautiful places in my memory.. so as to not waste this chance.. I'm considering joining some adventure club once over there.. (if possible =P ) haha.. i get the feeling i'd meet someone i really wanna know from there..
failing which, well.. theater seems like another good way to meet ppl =)
And so, the usual stuff that comes with every January.. Gabrylo's New Year Resolutions for 2009!!
Take active steps to keep in contact with old friends, as well as make friends with new ones =)
Lose weight/maintain weight.. (like any other year =X )
Be more active instead of being shut-in at home..
Not to dwell in the past and regret every silly thing.. i'm alr 20.. or rather, i'm only 20 and there's alot of silly mistakes to make before i'm done. =)
wow.. only these few? i could have sworn there were more this year.. haha..
to end off, I'd like to write a wish for the coming year.. just like what they do on those shrine trips on new year's day in our favourite animes/dramas =P
my new year's wish?
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"For something good to happen" =)