I'm not feeling too well lately.. And honestly speaking, i don't really know why..
Its supposed to be a great time.. 4 days away from army.. been re-watching the 1st series of Naruto while practicing dizi.. while training my Monster Hunter on PSP.. And last night i was in the company of what i'd consider 2 of the greatest guys i ever know.. (ya know, the kind that i'd more than willingly intro to my girl friends.. cuz i know they're real gentlemens..) and we had a sleepover at Fun's playing MH2 all night..
Well, i've had what i'd consider quite a bad streak of luck then.. there were times in the game where one small mistake on my part equalled the demise of the entire party.. There was the Tigrex ball of Doom.. the Gravios fireball of Doom.. the Plesioth Tail Whip of Doom.. the Shakalaka cut which made me lose my Quartz Ore =.= but basically what really takes the cake is, after putting in 90 hours of gameplay into this 2nd version of mine.. my savefile got corrupted
Its the 2nd time.. i think the 90 hour mark is like, cursed for me.. cuz that's pretty much what happened for my 1st time too..
*sigh*
and i guess i'm feeling a bit of nostalgia too, cuz its Vesak day.. funny, how ppl think Vesak day is some Indian festival.. Actually, its a Buddhist one.. Trust me, i know first hand cuz i once typed a speech to explain what Vesak day was all about.. for a certain someone, sometime in the distant past..
I know its meant to be all behind me.. that i shld just forget abt it and move on.. but i guess, something like that for me, has never been easy..
Its been bad luck after bad luck.. I really feel like crying, just that i don't think i can.. I seriously hope all this things would just stop soon...
i hate being unlucky =((