not feeling really well now.. feeling a little down..
Well.. probably the most significant part of this, was that a meeting i arranged with an online friend was cancelled.. Hehe.. it probably doesn't sound like much, but if this was your first time meeting someone online whom you've nv met in real life before.. well, lets just say it took alot of courage on both sides =( and the reason was her fren's bdae.. while this is a perfectly alright excuse, its also open to speculation whether or not its true.. (not that i really bother even if its not.. its better she wanted to meet me.. rather than was obliged to meet me)
Well.. was kinda looking forward to this one.. even started practicing my chi vocab since she commented she's more comfortable with chi than eng.. and since we agreed on the movie 881.. this actually wouldn't have been so bad if she told me earlier too.. instead of just the night before.. cuz i kinda had a long break from fri afternoon till tuesday night from camp.. and this was the only plan i made to go out.. so imagine.. i haven't left my house much during that period.. watching animes and reading comics all this time.. without that movie, i practically resemble a hikikomori (thnx "welcome to the NHK" comic for teaching me this term.. if only i could find the other books somewhere.. its actually quite nice.. check http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Welcome_to_NHK for more info )
Well.. not really complaining that the time wasn't enjoyable.. cuz i did manage to read finish alot of stuff i hadn't had the time to.. its just that well.. maybe too much of something (even good things) could be bad.. I kinda suspect i'm quite into the romance genre for mangas.. and its kinda depressing.. Why? simple! cuz i dun have a romantic life.. and i probably won't for at least another year or so.. and the best part is.. i could probably relate to most of these male protagonist and their charm.. (some of which you know is fantasy-ish but that's part of fiction =p ) aiya.. i think its just this period of life..
Anyways.. another sad thing now is.. i just got word that PSPs aren't allow in my camp anymore.. NooOoO~!! which evil bugger did this?! without PSPs... i might just die from boredom =X no music.. no games.. no videos or pictures.. gosh.. life just got sadder by a notch..
well.. on other notes, i finally have plans to craft the twin swords Gan Xiang (Kansho) and Mo Xie (Bakuya).. The signature weapons of Archer from Fate/Stay night.. hehe.. will let you know how it goes once i get the materials..
till my next update.. byes..