Ok.. i haven't been faithful to this blog..
.....I'M SO SO SORRY!! T_T
Army isn't an excuse.. i've just been lazy i suppose =S yes.. i've been bringing home my diary intending to write something from it into here.. but the 2nd problem is..
I haven't been updating my Diary as well! =X
Its still stuck at some old entry.. which i still can't quite complete..
Hehe... tell ya a little secret.. It was a diary entry about someone i liked.. quite a memorable event if only some magic could have been casted.. but at this point of time on hindsight, i suppose it's just a relationship that wasn't meant to be.. i cried my tears.. and that was it.. the rest i felt was emptiness...
at least for a while.. thanks to all those who helped me recover during this period.. retail therapy.. introducing new frens (sry though, if i didn't seem in the mood then =X hope they don't have a bad impression of me cuz of that =.= ), and gd food..
Yea.. i'm better now.. almost ready to stand on my own 2 feet..
Was listening to Natasha Bedingfield's new album.. it makes me both happy and depressed at the same time.. Don't get me wrong.. she's a gd singer and i love her style.. but i'm becoming more aware of songs that i like to listen to, but i end up being depressed after hearing them =X
queerness isn't it? it probably another sign that i need to expand my music library.. just like the same way i'm expanding my vcd/dvd collection =P
Which reminds me!! i want a portable dvd player!! omg.. i've been so isolated from new technology lately, i didn't notice this wonderous invention!! Its like.. tv on the move, with in-built dvd functions!! almost like a must have for any dull-chalet *ahem* army-camp sort of environment.. and don't ya think its the perfect complement to my new collection of movies? ;) *hint hint* hahaha...
No la.. my b'day's too far away anyway.. but i'm planning to use this new combat "allowance" i'm getting to do some self-upgrading, and well as getting some small luxuries..
What's the best part? i wouldn't consider my training so combat-ish (till you die kind) when i compare it to other combat vocations =P doesn't this rawk?
Haha... shld probably update my Wishlist soon..
1. Portable Dvd player..
2. Singing/Drama/Dance/Music -Lessons (Eileen has been bugging me to audition to join her company of Talented ppl =X which could not only mean lessons, but jobs prospectives if it turns out well... )
3. New Clothes!! (saw some interesting ones on Bugis street ytd too..)
4. Character designs! (ok.. this isn't something i could get.. but rather something i gotta think of xP brain hasn't been functioning well lately..)
so ya.. another not so coherent post from me.. lolz..
But yea.. i promise to update here more often.. and fix that other blogskin of mine.. or at least get another one.. I've been branded as a pervert for putting this picture of Rikku here.. (Which i'm not!! boo~!! its an artistic picture ok? tsk.. )
Haha.. so yea.. take care all.. and pray for me too.. I might need them at this point of time..