my brother is gonna turn 24 this month.. which will mean he's 24-17=7 years older than me..
there's a great disparity in age between my brother's and me.. i have a older brother who's like..13 years older too.. thus in my younger days he could be double or triple my age.. kinda makes it hard for us to communiate at time.. Gosh i hate making such emo posts.. but sometimes i feel i'm like an only child, with the only exception my parent's focus are always somewhere else.. there's like this void of loniness, that shrouds me when i'm unaware.. I hate saying this, but this stuff kinda affects me.. I'm like some little kid who isn't strong enough to stay on his own.. and gods, that's like the last thing i wanna be right now...
I think i need a hug =X
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But moving on.. Had a great time yesterday at Nithyia's party.. finally had an audience to watch me Ddr.. ;) hees.. and i was laughing my ass off seeing Chan, Fun, Vincent and Row trying to match me on the other platform xP wahahaa.. give it up guys.. you need more practice before you reach my level xD hees..
playing the guitar at the beach sure has a different quality to it.. sorta makes it enchanting.. now i kinda wished i asked arnd for more ppl to bring their guitars.. so i don't have to share my guitar with the more pro ppl.. xP haha.. *sigh*.. its gonna take me a while before i get the more popular guitar songs into my brain.. but for now i can safely say i've learnt how to play "Tristram" ;) ya know.. that song from Diablo 1, when you enter the town.. i was so addicted to it when i found it the night before, i was just playing that song over and over for like.. an hour plus? =O
but anyways.. after nithyia's party.. a couple of us went to Fun's place to watch the world cup.. i on the other hand, had to sneak out of my house 1st just to go.. sry mum!! but its a youngster kinda thing xD who want's to be a goody goody all the time? wahahaha... So yeah, Row, Shing.. Chan, and Me were all over at Fun's place that night.. and i was watching my 1st football match ever ;)
Not sure if i noticed this before.. but i missed this feeling.. of stayovers, pillowfights and such.. i would have asked them to be my bros and sis, if only they hadn't left so soon and so abruptly via taxi.. *sigh* meow?
anyways, thanks Fun for inviting me over.. this night will be etched into my memories forever.. ;)